i had a crush on this guy and i decided to pull a Pavlov on him by offering him whenever i saw him this brand of candy he seemed to really like and after a while whenever he saw me he got excited for a second then you could see his expression shift to wondering the why the hell was he so happy to see me and i swear it was the evilest thing but also the most hilarious i made a guy like me by conditioning him into associating me to a candy he liked
There is so much about my life that I have regretted. So many embarrassing things I have done. So many horrible decisions that Ive made. The only thing I can do now is move on. Who I was is not who I am. My heart aches for those that I have hurt, for those who have been whiteness to my mistakes. I have no idea why anyone ever talks to me.